The thing I was scared of most is happening.

When Nathan still lived here it was always hard to talk to him when he left seeing how both of our phones are off and he’s basically never on facebook. Well now that he’s gone, I know most days are going to be like that.. I’m rarely ever going to get to talk to him or see him.. And it honestly scares me. I don’t want this to ruin our relationship. I love him so much.. I don’t remember sleeping ever being this difficult. I miss him so much and it hasn’t even been that long.

Please go on facebook soon so I can talk to you.. Please... :(

I’m just going to curl up under the blankets and read a book. Hopefully he gets on facebook before I have to get off.. If not, hopefully I can find another way to talk to him.